Oki doki then. Went to Nan and Da's today, these are the pics lol.
I am quite happy with the way they turned out =D
Sunday, December 24, 2006
New photos! hehe
Oki doki then. Went to Nan and Da's today, these are the pics lol.
I am quite happy with the way they turned out =D
Friday, December 22, 2006
christmas.
So Christmas is in three days. I am actually looking forward to christmas this year.
Christmas is funny, it brings out the crazy in people.
Christmas these days is materialistic, and to many it symbolises the end of the year and what you have and havent accomplished. Then these thoughts and feelings last until new years where we realise that we can't change anything, so we make resolutions and have high hopes.
What happened to the days where we decorated our hand picked christmas trees with pop corn and string?
What happened to the days where christmas wasn't such a rush, with people freaking out about shopping and presents?
What happened to the days where Christmas was just about family? Christ? Christmas cheer?
Okay Okay.
So maybe I do like the presents and the food.
But seriously sometimes Christmas brings out the bad in people.
I went to the city one year and saw a woman knock over a old lady just to get the last toy for her son.
Lets think about that one shall we?
so yeah your three year old son (who can't even grasp the concept of christmas) has one more gift to acompany the billions of others under your tree.
But an old lady can't stand up and socialise with her family at christmas lunch...because of you.
please tell me if it is worth it?
eh?
For me, presents aside. Christmas is very emotional.
My mum can't join us for christmas with the family.
And here comes what I was talking about earlier.
I look back and see what our family has gone through this year and it makes me sad in some ways but oh so very happy in others. I guess to just focus on the possitive - My mum and I have become so close, and to be honest she is like my mum when she needs to be, but she can be like my best friend at other times. I would have never thought we could be so close. It means the world to me that we can get along like we do, and with such love. She may not have been able to do a lot of the things most mums do, but she has done so much more. She is amazing. She inspires me. She has given me the emotional support I needed. And to be honest I wouldn't give up our relationship for the world. My dad, he is just a remarkable human being, he has also given me the emotional support I needed this year. He holds us together as best he can. He is also an inspiration to me. My daddy and I have the best father daughter relationship I have ever seen. He has given up his time to to take me places. I cant even explain what me and my dad have, he has always just been my daddy, and I will always be his little girl. My parents are everything to me. And I thank them for everything. I guess this year I have been able to see my parents as not only 'mother and father' but human beings aswel. They have pain, happiness, love...every emotion I have. And I have been able to see that and accept it in the best way possible.
We may not have a "normal"(...whatever the hell normal is) life. But we have each other. Things are tough...very tough at times. But we help where we can. We may not have as much money as some, we may not have a perfect house, we have many problems with sickness inside the walls of this home. But The one thing I can feel as soon as I enter the door, is love.
And that is one thing money can't buy.
xoxo
Christmas is funny, it brings out the crazy in people.
Christmas these days is materialistic, and to many it symbolises the end of the year and what you have and havent accomplished. Then these thoughts and feelings last until new years where we realise that we can't change anything, so we make resolutions and have high hopes.
What happened to the days where we decorated our hand picked christmas trees with pop corn and string?
What happened to the days where christmas wasn't such a rush, with people freaking out about shopping and presents?
What happened to the days where Christmas was just about family? Christ? Christmas cheer?
Okay Okay.
So maybe I do like the presents and the food.
But seriously sometimes Christmas brings out the bad in people.
I went to the city one year and saw a woman knock over a old lady just to get the last toy for her son.
Lets think about that one shall we?
so yeah your three year old son (who can't even grasp the concept of christmas) has one more gift to acompany the billions of others under your tree.
But an old lady can't stand up and socialise with her family at christmas lunch...because of you.
please tell me if it is worth it?
eh?
For me, presents aside. Christmas is very emotional.
My mum can't join us for christmas with the family.
And here comes what I was talking about earlier.
I look back and see what our family has gone through this year and it makes me sad in some ways but oh so very happy in others. I guess to just focus on the possitive - My mum and I have become so close, and to be honest she is like my mum when she needs to be, but she can be like my best friend at other times. I would have never thought we could be so close. It means the world to me that we can get along like we do, and with such love. She may not have been able to do a lot of the things most mums do, but she has done so much more. She is amazing. She inspires me. She has given me the emotional support I needed. And to be honest I wouldn't give up our relationship for the world. My dad, he is just a remarkable human being, he has also given me the emotional support I needed this year. He holds us together as best he can. He is also an inspiration to me. My daddy and I have the best father daughter relationship I have ever seen. He has given up his time to to take me places. I cant even explain what me and my dad have, he has always just been my daddy, and I will always be his little girl. My parents are everything to me. And I thank them for everything. I guess this year I have been able to see my parents as not only 'mother and father' but human beings aswel. They have pain, happiness, love...every emotion I have. And I have been able to see that and accept it in the best way possible.
We may not have a "normal"(...whatever the hell normal is) life. But we have each other. Things are tough...very tough at times. But we help where we can. We may not have as much money as some, we may not have a perfect house, we have many problems with sickness inside the walls of this home. But The one thing I can feel as soon as I enter the door, is love.
And that is one thing money can't buy.
xoxo
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
photoshop fun.
Okay so, last few days I have been playing around with photoshop, its really quite fun.
Manipulating photos is fun <3
Mum got the idea of 'pop art' in my head, so I thought I might try it out.
colour
Just a touch of colour
Imagine a life without colour.
Imagine if your heart was black and cold.
Imagine a world in black and white.
When I say colour I don't really mean colour as we know it.
I mean emotions.
Change.
Difference.
Indeviduality.
People.
Expression.
Life.
Passion.
...and the list goes on.
We all need colour in our lives...
Okay so I don't really have a lot to say at the moment. Well I do, I just don't know how to go about writing it at this point in time. So we will leave this one here then.
xoxo
Imagine if your heart was black and cold.
Imagine a world in black and white.
When I say colour I don't really mean colour as we know it.
I mean emotions.
Change.
Difference.
Indeviduality.
People.
Expression.
Life.
Passion.
...and the list goes on.
We all need colour in our lives...
Okay so I don't really have a lot to say at the moment. Well I do, I just don't know how to go about writing it at this point in time. So we will leave this one here then.
xoxo
Thursday, December 14, 2006
<3
Life is funny, its like a ball of play dough. You can make it into what ever you want it to be, sometimes it just takes a bit of practice first. And if you want to make a masterpiece, all you need is some people to share their play dough with you.
Life takes so many twists and turns, sometimes you just can't keep up. I have come to the decision that as much as you do have control of your own life, sometimes the people in it decide to take you on a rollercoaster. And you just have to sit and enjoy the ride. Sometimes the ride is amazing, sometimes it's not. You just have to learn to accept that, and love the whole trip. You have to like the unexpected, but be ready for it to pop up at any time. You have to welcome change, and stare a challenge in the eyes and hope to overcome it. You have to wake up with a smile, and go to bed with no regrets. You have to make sure the ones you love know that they mean everything to you. You have to take care of yourself, but make sure that it doesn't effect the ones around you in a neggative way. Most of all, you have to learn to embrace life and all its flaws.
In the past year I have grown. I used to let all of lifes unfortunate events hit me straight on, and let the wound bleed. I covered the ground I stood on in tears. I let the darkness devour me. But I now know that there is no time to let that happen. As long as the days seem, and the years drag on, life is short. If you only opened your eyes and looked around you can see that. The world is a beautiful place, and if you have special people in your life it makes it a whole lot better. I thank everyone who has helped me see that. Don't waste the time you have dwelling on the neggative, your time could be up tomorrow. Don't bother with the 'what if's?' because in the end, if its a wrong choice its a lesson, and if it was a good choice you have gained something.
Life is beautiful. Your family is beautiful. Your friends are beautiful. Your lover is beautiful. Take advantage of all the beauty around you.
xoxo
Life takes so many twists and turns, sometimes you just can't keep up. I have come to the decision that as much as you do have control of your own life, sometimes the people in it decide to take you on a rollercoaster. And you just have to sit and enjoy the ride. Sometimes the ride is amazing, sometimes it's not. You just have to learn to accept that, and love the whole trip. You have to like the unexpected, but be ready for it to pop up at any time. You have to welcome change, and stare a challenge in the eyes and hope to overcome it. You have to wake up with a smile, and go to bed with no regrets. You have to make sure the ones you love know that they mean everything to you. You have to take care of yourself, but make sure that it doesn't effect the ones around you in a neggative way. Most of all, you have to learn to embrace life and all its flaws.
In the past year I have grown. I used to let all of lifes unfortunate events hit me straight on, and let the wound bleed. I covered the ground I stood on in tears. I let the darkness devour me. But I now know that there is no time to let that happen. As long as the days seem, and the years drag on, life is short. If you only opened your eyes and looked around you can see that. The world is a beautiful place, and if you have special people in your life it makes it a whole lot better. I thank everyone who has helped me see that. Don't waste the time you have dwelling on the neggative, your time could be up tomorrow. Don't bother with the 'what if's?' because in the end, if its a wrong choice its a lesson, and if it was a good choice you have gained something.
Life is beautiful. Your family is beautiful. Your friends are beautiful. Your lover is beautiful. Take advantage of all the beauty around you.
xoxo
Monday, December 11, 2006
photos. Again.
Me about...5 or so months ago. I like the hair.
Okay, so this is Vanessa my very close friend. I decided to put this pic up because its very very rare to have a photo of her, and shes beautiful.
Okay so, this pic is more for me to remember the colour of the eyeshadow I used. I quite like it.
Me dressed up like a dick. LOL. nah don't mind the scarf eh. I like the effect of the sunnies and my eyes though.
Okay so right about now I seem very vain.
I'm not.
I just like to remember things.
<3
xoxo
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Jade?
Who am I?
I know if you read my blog you can gain quite a bit of knowledge about myself.
But.
I wanted to add some of the smaller things about me.
Some of the things that get overlooked, but mean something to me.
So here it goes.
I like small flowers, in bright colours.
I like sushi, and other japanese food.
I love asian food in general.
I like music ranging from 'a perfect circle' and "Murderdolls" to 'pink'.
I dislike fish.
I'm allergic to lavender.
I do sing in the shower.
I hate repetitive noises (tap tap tap).
I have a phobia of bellybuttons.
I like the look of butterflies, but im scared of them in real life.
I like spiders and snakes.
My eyes kind of change colour.
I have only stopped biting my nails a few weeks ago.
I will not write in blue pen.
I eat a cheeseburger in a circle (around the edges).
I love brands like chanel, lancome and christian dior.
But I use maybelline and rimmel.
I love purfume.
I want to be a veterinary nurse.
I volunteer at the RSPCA.
I have never had a paying job.
I will not wear gold.
I like to draw and paint.
I don't really like chocolate.
I love the book 'God is a bullet' and 'Go ask Alice'
I love movies like 'Party monster', 'Trainspotting', 'Candy' and 'One perfect day'.
I also love Tim Burton movies.
I have a birth mark on my neck (which I hate).
In the past year I have learnt to love life.
I am really close to and love my family.
I love my boyfriends family (surprise)...and him of course.
I like winter.
I love rain.
I am a 'Buffy' addict.
I always cry in sad movies.
I would choose a home cooked meal over take away.
I like indian food.
I have a labret.
I have six ear piercings.
I re pierce four of them every month or so due to infection.
I have asian shaped eyes.
Which I now like - except I don't have visable eyelids / dont ask.
I would choose water or fruit juice over soft drinks.
I like vodka.
I get along with older people better, opposed to people my age.
I am hopeless at maths.
I excel in english, apart from the fact that I am hopeless at spelling.
I write for fun.
I have lost a lot of wieght in the past year.
I have left school forever.
I am named Jade due to having some chinese blood in me.
I find animal babies more adorable than human babies.
My star sign in Libra.
Okay so here is a few of the many smaller details of my personality and of just me in general.
But I guess in the end, it adds up to who I am as a whole.
I'm a quirky little cookie eh?
No, I'm just me.
And I know you love it.
yes.
xoxo
I know if you read my blog you can gain quite a bit of knowledge about myself.
But.
I wanted to add some of the smaller things about me.
Some of the things that get overlooked, but mean something to me.
So here it goes.
I like small flowers, in bright colours.
I like sushi, and other japanese food.
I love asian food in general.
I like music ranging from 'a perfect circle' and "Murderdolls" to 'pink'.
I dislike fish.
I'm allergic to lavender.
I do sing in the shower.
I hate repetitive noises (tap tap tap).
I have a phobia of bellybuttons.
I like the look of butterflies, but im scared of them in real life.
I like spiders and snakes.
My eyes kind of change colour.
I have only stopped biting my nails a few weeks ago.
I will not write in blue pen.
I eat a cheeseburger in a circle (around the edges).
I love brands like chanel, lancome and christian dior.
But I use maybelline and rimmel.
I love purfume.
I want to be a veterinary nurse.
I volunteer at the RSPCA.
I have never had a paying job.
I will not wear gold.
I like to draw and paint.
I don't really like chocolate.
I love the book 'God is a bullet' and 'Go ask Alice'
I love movies like 'Party monster', 'Trainspotting', 'Candy' and 'One perfect day'.
I also love Tim Burton movies.
I have a birth mark on my neck (which I hate).
In the past year I have learnt to love life.
I am really close to and love my family.
I love my boyfriends family (surprise)...and him of course.
I like winter.
I love rain.
I am a 'Buffy' addict.
I always cry in sad movies.
I would choose a home cooked meal over take away.
I like indian food.
I have a labret.
I have six ear piercings.
I re pierce four of them every month or so due to infection.
I have asian shaped eyes.
Which I now like - except I don't have visable eyelids / dont ask.
I would choose water or fruit juice over soft drinks.
I like vodka.
I get along with older people better, opposed to people my age.
I am hopeless at maths.
I excel in english, apart from the fact that I am hopeless at spelling.
I write for fun.
I have lost a lot of wieght in the past year.
I have left school forever.
I am named Jade due to having some chinese blood in me.
I find animal babies more adorable than human babies.
My star sign in Libra.
Okay so here is a few of the many smaller details of my personality and of just me in general.
But I guess in the end, it adds up to who I am as a whole.
I'm a quirky little cookie eh?
No, I'm just me.
And I know you love it.
yes.
xoxo
Thursday, December 07, 2006
?
She runs, she laughs, she cries. The darkness almost devours her if she gets too close. The moonlight slightly touches her bare skin, and glides across her face to form a sparkle in the eyes.
The delicate smile she wears is enough to make you die. The beautiful satin dress wrapped around her tends to hold her very tight. She is lost. but not alone. The air sings a lovely insane song for only her to consume. The trees try to grasp at the crimson bow entangled in her flowing hair, wanting it to cradle her face. Her eyes, green like the toxic ground she walks upon.
I have no idea what this is.
It may have potential
who knows?
xoxo
The delicate smile she wears is enough to make you die. The beautiful satin dress wrapped around her tends to hold her very tight. She is lost. but not alone. The air sings a lovely insane song for only her to consume. The trees try to grasp at the crimson bow entangled in her flowing hair, wanting it to cradle her face. Her eyes, green like the toxic ground she walks upon.
I have no idea what this is.
It may have potential
who knows?
xoxo
love, hate and little touch of beauty
What is love?Love makes you smile
Love makes you cry
Love makes you believe
Love makes you scream
Love makes you do funny things
Love makes you hate
Love opens new doors
Love is life
Love is the best feeling in the world
Love makes you wonder
Love is everything
Love is special
Love is something everyone tries to find
Love is passion
Love is natural
Love has no boundaries
Love has no end
Love lingers in the air
Love is happiness
Love has limits
Love is a kiss
...a hug
...a good deed
Love can appear in the most unlikely places
Love is shared between people
Love cannot quite be explained.
What is hate?
Hate is a four letter word
Hate is over used
Hate can be avoided
Hate along with greed has brough this world to its end
Hate is dirty
Hate appears in too many forms
Hate makes you hurt yourself and others
Hate makes you lie
Hate makes you kill
...among other things
Hate doesn't deserve a place in this world
Hate is opposite to love
Hate lies in all of us
Hate grows
hate lingers in the air
Hate makes you wonder
Why hate when you can love?
What is beauty?
Beauty is everywhere
beauty is beautiful
Beauty is an appearance
Beauty is a persons heart
Beauty is the land, ocean...
beauty lingers
Beauty is whatever you want it to be
beauty is pain
Beauty is joy
beauty is a smile
Beauty keeps holds the world together
beauty is in the soul
Beauty is what you see when you look into someone you love's eyes
Beauty is the scent of a rose
...the breeze on your face
Beauty is every living thing
Beauty is everywhere, if we only took the time to look around.
<3 Aaron <3
I love him more than anything, he is my everything.
He is amazing, in every way.
He makes me happy, like no other ever could.
I don't know how he does it.
I miss his touch, his scent, his kiss...
I miss him.
I don't know why he picked me, but i am happy he did.
I can not even begin to explain how he makes me feel.
He picked me up from the darkest stage of my life, and taught me how to fly again.
I do believe in soulmates - and he is mine.
He is perfect.
He shines above the rest.
I let him hold my fragile heart, and know he wont bruise it.
And I swear I will never harm his.
My heart skips for him.
My soul sings for him.
He is my happiness.
I will love him - forever.
promise.
I know things can be tough, but I always love him.
And I hope he will always love me.
He has made me complete.
And I owe him everything for that.
I will do anything for him.
Baby, I will love you for, forever and a day.
promise.
-kisses you gently-
xoxo
He is amazing, in every way.
He makes me happy, like no other ever could.
I don't know how he does it.
I miss his touch, his scent, his kiss...
I miss him.
I don't know why he picked me, but i am happy he did.
I can not even begin to explain how he makes me feel.
He picked me up from the darkest stage of my life, and taught me how to fly again.
I do believe in soulmates - and he is mine.
He is perfect.
He shines above the rest.
I let him hold my fragile heart, and know he wont bruise it.
And I swear I will never harm his.
My heart skips for him.
My soul sings for him.
He is my happiness.
I will love him - forever.
promise.
I know things can be tough, but I always love him.
And I hope he will always love me.
He has made me complete.
And I owe him everything for that.
I will do anything for him.
Baby, I will love you for, forever and a day.
promise.
-kisses you gently-
xoxo
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