Wednesday, June 17, 2009

It's June already.






I started University this year and I have just finished my first semester. If you asked me to describe how I felt about Uni a few months ago my answer would have been this: "It feels as though I have jumped into the deep end of the water without a floatation device and I haven't quite discovered whether or not I can swim". However, I have now discovered I can indeed swim and I am loving it. I wouldn't say it is easy, but it is worth it. The best feeling is knowing that I am extending myself as a person, constantly learning and gaining new knowledge, provoking my natural interest and refining my abilities.

I have also moved in and am now living with Aaron, my gorgeous boyfriend of almost four years. It's amazing. I was terrified the first few weeks and was unsure if it would work out, but I am now settled in and am honestly happy. I still cannot believe how much I love that boy. He makes my soul dance, and my heart sing a beautiful melody... I look into his eyes and I see my future staring back at me.

Mama and Daddy have been amazing this year, they have offered me so much love and support through all of my endevours and have been an inspiration. I still feel that I can talk to them both more openly than anyone else and absolutely cherish the time I have with them. I was blessed to have a family with such strength, passion and courage and try every single day to carry not only those traits around with me, but to carry both of their spirits with me as well.


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So I was thinking the other day about my personality and the emotions and attributes I possess. I discovered I have four different personalities for four different groups of people. I thought this may be interesting to share.

The composed Jade (70%)
This is the most common personality, 65% of people get this Jade. This is where I am composed, appear strong and independent yet stand off-ish and shy. I am mysterious and very hard to get to, I would describe it as trying to talk to someone through a fly mesh door. I do not feel the need for company, meaning I don't seek it, however I enjoy it if company finds me.

The natural Jade (20%)
This is the me I show to people I trust and enjoy spending time with. These people get the playful, happy, honest, caring, trustworthy, witty and free spirited Jade. I love to joke and go a little nuts. Yet still remain elegant and intelligent.

The loving Jade (5%)
This is the side of me that is loyal and extremely loving and protective. These people also get the natural Jade... with sprinkles on top. These are the people I would die for and who mean the absolute world to me. However these people may also witness the sad, emotional, insecure and confused part of me on occasion.

The hateful Jade (5%)
These people get pretty much nothing from me. I have pushed them aside for a reason. These people usually will not recieve forgiveness.


So there we go. That is my in depth look at myself.

I will leave it here for now.

xxx