Tuesday, February 13, 2007

last few Days.




On sunday my family and I went to fremantle, and as always I have a few pictures of myself from the day! We were in a park at the time.





Whilst in Fremanle we went to the Fremantle Prison. I have been there once before with school on a photography excursion but this time we had a tour guide and it was a lot more interesting. Above there is a few pictures I took from inside the prison.
I want to explain the photos starting from the left and working across to the right.
1. The view of one of the corridoors, looks so lonely...can you even imagine there was 1000+ prisoners inside the walls at one stage?
2. The execution room. The noose in the middle and a chair. The prisoner never got to actually see that room, for the safety of the executioner. They would have to sit on that chair with the noose around their neck and the trap door beneath them closed. Then the last sound they would hear is the lever to open the trap door and their necks snap. (they used a slipknot).
3. The outside limestone walls and the razor wire that at one stage surrounded the entire prison.
4. Another view of the corridoors.
5. One of the prisoners rooms. Tiny isn't it?
6. suicide net. Once one of the prisoners commited suicide by jumping from the top level to the ground floor the suicide nets were soon put in place. (not actually net, its wire).
7. Stairs going up. The sign says 'division 2'. There was four divisions in the entire prison, to rank the prisoners in order of the crimes they commited. One being the worst.
8. An aboriginal painting by one of the prisoners. (the man was a serial rapist and had a life sentence...brilliant artist though!)
9. The doors that were installed after the fremantle riot, where some of the prisoners lite the top level of the prison, which lead to the closing down of the prison. the reason the riot got out of hand is because from outside in the courtyards all the prisoners were able to run inside together. So the rotating doors were installed...one at a time please?

SOME PRISON FACTS?
1. The prison only closed in 1991. Until then Fremantle was the only prison in Perth.
2.The convicts built the prison themselves. It took them 7 years to complete.
3. There was originally only 1000 convicts.
4. The female and male prisoners only ever saw each other one sundays at Church.
5.When the prison was first up and running, with their wages from either working inside the prison or getting money put into their prison accounts from outside, the prisoners were able to buy TV's...only problem was that inside their cells, there was no electricity...nice ornament eh?
6. Only 40 something convicts were ever executed there.


I can not wait to go on the torchlight tour with dad. I think it will be amazing. When you think about it, with so much pain and suffering within the one space...there has to be someone or something still hanging around. Or at least I believe so.
In pure daylight you can almost feel the spirits, or take yourself back to the days where they were all there, and imagine what it was like, I can only imagine how much stronger those feelings are at night.
I believe the prison is haunted... It has to be.

Today is Mama's birthday, so Happy Birthday mummy =)
Hope your day is wonderful. I love you.

Oh and by the way, I haven't smoked a ciggarette in almost four days. I'm on the patches and it is Aarons valentines pressie from me. Gosh it is so hard. Panic attacks, sweats, shakes, breakdowns...and the list goes on, but it's worth it...or at least thats what I am trying to tell myself. I would kill for just one drag though. But I wont give in. Promise.

Well that is all
xoxo


Friday, February 09, 2007

morning.

Goodmorning sunshine.
Well I just woke up and Aaron and I decided to go and visit Andrew which is where I am right now =)
Later on today I think we might go out for lunch or maybe dinner.
Shall be fun fun fun.
Mornings are cold these days...don't know why!
Well anyways I appear to be taking about nothing special.
So this is goodbye.
the end.
xoxo

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Job hunting yes.
I just almost completed my K-mart and Myer applications...but they are part of coles-myer, and with last years 'incident' I'm hoping that I can still get a job with them! I also need to write up my resume, for all the other jobs I am thinking of applying for. fun fun.
I wan't a job damn it.

Anyways...so last night I spent around an hour thinking of what tattoo design I would like... for when I decide I actually want a tattoo. Not even 100% sure I want one at the moment.
But what I have come up with is the word 'adore' written either in english or chinese somewhere...perhaps on my wrist...or ankle...or hip. I don't know. The word adore actually means a lot to me, which I discovered last night. Think about it, to be adored...or to adore someone. It is just a beautiful word it has so many meanings to me.
Also I was thinking, instead of a butterfly or rose on my lower back, I thought maybe a small fairy on a toadstool and then a sort of whimsical design on either side of it. Yes maybe I do have a slight obsession with fairies, but it does go deeper than that. To me it represents life, belief, never loosing your imagination and being a child at heart.
I think these kind of tattoos would be a good idea, they are beautiful...to me anyways.
I am thinking about maybe drawing up the design at some time to get a slight grasp how exactly I want the design to be.

okay enough, thats all I have for today.
xoxo



Tuesday, February 06, 2007

la di da



So I found this photo with all my 'fairy' ones.
the end.


So tomorrow I'm going job hunting, will be interesting...very interesting indeed.

Also I want to get this silky top from villains BUT... I don't know what colour to get. It comes in

Red
Blue Purple Yellow Green

What do I do. I'm thinking maybe red or purple.
I shall decide tomorrow.

Gosh. It's late...sort of.
what to do?

I miss him.
yes.

xoxo

Monday, February 05, 2007

Intoxicate me.

When I am with him I feel like I am floating, Like I am intoxicated and addicted to his presence. He can take me so high, to places that don't even exist in this reality, somewhere beyond my wildest dreams. To a place where frowns are forbidden and where your heart regularly skips a beat. A world of love and butterfly kisses. A place where anothers touch warms the soul and makes the heart flutter. He can take the pain away and replace it with pure happiness. He takes me somewhere higher than heaven. He makes me believe in things I never knew I could. My head is surrounded by his fumes, the fumes that seem to lift me up.

I didn't think I could love...
Untill I met him.