forever.

I will forever love you.
With all of my heart and my soul.
<3

Black and White

These are just a few of my recent photos.

october update.

So about five minutes ago I realised that my 17th birthday is next Wednesday... where the hell has the time gone?
For my birthday my beautiful boyfriend is buying me a tattoo, and after weeks of frustration trying to find the 'perfect' design, mama says "would you like me to design it for you?"... YES PLEASE! I would absolutely love to have my mothers artwork on me, that adds so much more depth and meaning to the tattoo itself, I am very exited. She is so talented too, I bet the design she draws up will be perfect, she knows what I like and we both like the same kind of artwork.


The last few weeks I have been spending a bit more time at home, and I have to say I feel very relaxed being there with my parents. I have had some amazing conversations with mum and dad and I feel connected again, if that makes sense. Just being there with them inspires me and makes me feel safe, they will never truly know how much they mean to me, how much they have done for me. I have learned everything I know from them and I thank them for guiding me into this world with my eyes open, instead of blindfolding me and hoping I find my way. They gave me my wings, showed me how to use them and then just at the right time, they let me fly... and just trust that I will always come back. That is it right there you know... I come back, not because I have to, but because I want to. They are truly the two most incredible people I know, and I am pretty sure I will never come across anyone else with the heart, soul, strength, passion and courage they have. I love them both with all of my heart and all I can hope is that I make them proud.


I have a confession to make. I am in love.
With Moxie my kitten // aka my brother.
He is absolutely adorable, he is so gentle.
I never thought I could love a cat so much, but I guess he proved me wrong.
He has such a hilarious personality, quite a character he is.
But most of all, I love the fact that my parents love him.
I see the small twinkle in each of their eyes when he is around.
I don't know what it is, but he has done something very special for them.

This weekend just past, Aaron and I went up to Ledge Point for a few days. We stayed in the Villa his parents rent out.
It was beautiful.
For one weekend I let everything crowding my mind go, and just relaxed.
I love spending time with Aaron, even if it's just us cuddling... not saying a word.
The love we share is very special.
He is very special.
Thank you bub for a weekend that I will treasure forever.

Last week I quit my job. I started at "guppy's to puppies" in Vic park, apart from it being a complete hassle to get there the owner was [with lack of a better word] a bitch.
She wouldn't let me have the day off, because she had to go and buy her daughter a new pony.
Okay step back for a second...
I am sick.
It is your business // not mine.
Your problem // not mine.
You basically abuse my father over the phone.

I hope you are not trying to buy your daughters love.

PLEASE REMOVE YOUR HEAD FROM YOUR ARSE.
That is all I have to say.

( by the way, I do realise life is not fair, and that the world isn't made up of daisies and candy canes, but this woman is ... I will leave it there. )

I think I am done here for now.
Much love
xoxox


Sometimes when the world looks black and white and you feel you cannot go on... look into your mothers, fathers, friends or lovers eyes - and I promise you will see the rainbow.