Now I see.

Okay so first photos, me with very straight and me with rather curly hair about a month ago.

On another note ive finally almost reached my goal weight. yush.

NOW...

the word of the day = Perspective

Finally I get it, I have been through too much to care about the little things.

So I talked to a friend tonight and she helped me work through some things. I don't have that many people to talk to these days, but I will never forget what I learned tonight.
So thankyou.

So the last month or so has been a very hard time for me. Aaron and I have been going through a bit of a rough patch. But I get it.

I love him, and he loves me.
It is very rare in this world to find this.
So what am I?
Lucky.

Though there is always going to be hard times within relationships and within life, hold onto what you have if that is what you want.
He is what I want.
This will never ever change.
I have observed with my mama and daddy what two people can endure if they love each other.
And That has taught me so much I can't even begin to describe it.

So we will be okay.
I will be okay.
Promise.

Aaron if you are reading this. I love you with everything I have, but you know that.

I also figured a lot of other stuff out in my head.
It's good to get stuff off of your chest sometimes.


Okay so my post is a bit confusing unless you are me and know what im actually rambling on about but yeah. I get it so thats all that matters.
I'm happy.

Beautiful.

I have put everything into PERSPECTIVE.