today...

Today I wake up and WOW! its raining. What a surprise.
I have to go and put like five layers of clothing on just to make it outside.
it just doesnt make sense, although I loved it.
So Aaron and I go to Whitfords and shop.
We go and get KFC, buy Aaron a new shirt, which I must say looks rather sexy on him, he bought me a red nighty...or however you spell it and he bought me a doughnut. YUM! it was pink.
So now were just laying and watching a few new episodes of shows such as Weeds and NCIS, ish fun diddly um numb.
i dont know.
nevermind.
anyways short post today.
Mummy I love you if you are reading this.
I read the rest of your blog today
=')
bye bye
xoxox

It's a saturday once again

Well, once again it is a saturday.
But I'm going to do something I havent bothered doing in a very long while.
I'm going to the city with Steph.
Since being with Aaron I kind of let alot of my friends go.
That and the fact that I go to school, and have to travel through the city every single day.
The city gets tiresome.
And the fact that I want to be with Aaron most of the time.
But I think I might go on a sort of spending spree.
Get some things I want, it will be fun.

That reminds me.
This year for my birthday I am going to use the money I recieve - for me.
I usually go and spend it on food, alcohol for parties and cigarettes.
how sad.
So this year im making a list of a few things I really really want for myself.
so I am going to make the list right here right now.
I may not get all of these things, they are just suggestions for myself.

• Perfume from the body shop.
• passionfruit lipgloss from the body shop.
• earings.
• jeans.
• a scented moisturiser
• mascara
• red underwear
• eyeliner
• red shoes
• hair dye
• hair gel/wax/putty
• red skirt
• soap/shower gel from the body shop

Thats all I can think of at the moment.
but it is a rough outline.

well im off to watch something with Aaron dear.
xoxo

About me.

Firstly. I know I was bitching about myspace. but my friends just got hacked. sorry hun. xoxo

so yes about me.
I am loving
I am in love
I believe in fate
I believe in Karma
I believe everything happens for a reason
I hold my family, my boyfriend and my friends very close to my heart
I can be your typical girl, if i want to be.
I think way too much
I am very quirky
I am smart, I guess.
I believe regrets eat you alive, so I try not to have any
I think life should be fun
but you are the only one who can make it that way
...believe me, I know
Life is full of possibilities, and that somewhat scares me.

anyways
Likes

• Aaron
• the colours purple, green, red, blue and black
• vodka
• juice
• Animals
• Nightmares
• dreams
• friends
• handcuffs
• rain
• the stars in the night sky
• waves crashing against the shore at night
  
• gummy bears
• Crisps in bread.
• making cakes with aaron
• sleeping in aarons bed, so cuddly.
• just being with aaron
• shopping
• shoes
• movies
• parks.
• fruit
• showers
• photography
• art
• drawing
• flowers
• friends
• jewelery
• TEDDY BEARS
• aarons blankie
• Perfume

That will do.
I cant be bothered doing my dislikes
Theres no point
you do not need to know what I dont like.
The end

must go snuggle
xoxo

I just don't get it.

Okay so. Myspace WHAT THE FUCK.
I just dont get it.
It makes no sense to me. seriously.
the people 90% of the time ARE NOT YOUR ACTUAL FRIENDS.
they lie.
so let the bitching begin.

1. so when a little myspace whore has a problem.
what do they do?
THEY MAKE A POST.
but.
they will not actually name the person it is directed at.
SO.
now theres 300+ bitches running around going HOLY SHIT so and so is pissed off at me.
OH MY GOD.
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THEM WHY WOULD THEY BE PISSED OFF AT YOU.

2. next.
People make a post going 'so and so is fucking ugly'
ONCE AGAIN THERE IS 500+ BITCHES SCRAMBLING AROUND PUTTING ON MAKEUP
because they are so ugly
no.

3.
on that subject. why say you are ugly if you have made an account and are asking for pic comments.
come on.
you know you are beautiful.
or maybe your head is just so far up your ass.
you cant see that you are.

ramble ramble ramble.
i dont know
people shit me.
the end.
xoxox

How cute...

Aaron = Cute.
He buys me teddy's when I'm sick.
He insists I drink coffee to feel better.
Tells me to go inside right after I have had my cigarette because my cold will get worse.
Spends $4 to win me lollies on a skill tester // even though he only gets like 6 lollies.
Takes me shopping so I can forget about my cold.
Holds me tight when the wind hits my face.
Takes me to a movie and cuddles up to me.
...And makes me wait outside the jewelery store whilst he pays off our one year anniversary gift

Yes this is reffering to yesterday.
I took the day off school because I have the flu, and I stayed at his house
He took care of me, tucked me into bed
Kissed me
and then said
...wake me if you need anything...even just a cuddle
get better baby
I love you
<3
And then the next day he took me out to the shops and treated me to a movie, popcorn, a teddy and a beautiful coffee.
Yes I love this boy


I sat down and wrote him a letter on my computer today...maybe it will deserve a place in this blog at some point. I hope he likes it...I mean i spent like an hour writing it, and its only a page long.
how sad. I wanted it to be perfect.

Well I best be off...It is 2:16am and I am tired as a fish with no wings.
nevermind.
goodnight
xoxo

Welcome To My World.

Hello, my name is Jade,
I am sixteen years old
I have just left highschool
I am in [love]
I live in Australia

So thats a little introduction to me.
Nothing special...yet.
This blog is now a second home for my thoughts
my poetry
my daily life
the things I feel are important
The words that run around my brain all day long
and little // or big things about myself
just things I feel i need to share.

Sometimes I just don't know what to do with all the thoughts that crowd my mind
we'll now I do.
They will stay in here
For me to share
...for me to remember.
So starting now
This is me.
-welcome to my world-