I believe in fairytales

I guess in my eyes this quote explains me perfectly.
I have always been a dreamer.
I will always look for those fairies, if only in my head.
I think as long as it makes you happy you can believe what you want.
butterflies, fairies, puppies... they all make me happy.
The small things in life make me happy to be alive.
I often wonder if fairytales are completely fictional.
A fairytale always has a happy ending.
I want to have a happy ending.
I know I will have a happy ending.
I wish I could call a small mushroom my home.
How amazing would that be!
I want to be a princess, if only in one persons eyes.
I wish I had wings, or magical powers.
I wish I was the hero at the end of the story.
I want to forever dream.
I don't care if it is childish.
It makes me smile.
you are only limited to your imagination.
you can fly forever.
you can dream forever.
you can look for those fairys in your garden forever.
there is no limit.
xoxo

I wish...

I could fly
I could be an animal
I could see Aaron right now
I could be on a theme park ride
I could see things differently
I had green eyes
I could go away for a while
I had a duckling
It was winter
It was snowing
I could see a snowflake
I could figure out...everything
everything was easy
I could take certain peoples pain away
I could understand
.

Don't ask. Thats what was going through my head at the current moment.
I get to see my baby tomorrow.
It's going to be hard to sleep tonight.
Today, I really didn't do much, had a lot of time to think - not always a good thing.
I painted my nails pink today.
finger nails - dark berry pink
toe nails - neon pink.
that was the highlight of my day, sorry to say.
My nana is fixing this pretty pink top my aunty gave me, its come apart at one of the seams
its so beautiful and delicate. sequins and all.
gorgeous.
<3

I will leave it here
goodnight
sweetdreams
kiss//hug//kiss//hug

photos!! (me mostly)

Me as a fairyyyyy

Me with birthday flowers lol <3>

This would also be meee

My husband/ baby cakes/ love of my life


Me =)

...tuesday.

What do I have to say?
I miss him.
I want to get away for a while. Vacation seems needed.
by myself, or with someone.
I want ingredients to make a big omlette.
I want to go out with steph since she called today and my dad had just left for work.
I want to cuddle up with Aaron and watch a movie - with popcorn

nevermind.

I called the RSPCA again today...for the millionth time to book an induction date. And once again im told to call back the next day. Oh well its only tuesday and the induction in on sunday, which means I can start on monday. Finally. Puppies, kittens, hopefully a duckling. I like ducks. yes.

I am only going to get to see Aaron one day the weekend. oh well.

I am watching 'ready steady cook' at the moment. When i'm bored or lost I tend to crave cooking food. but i don't really want to eat it that much. depending. Cooking shows keep you entertained for a good few hours. fun fun.
I went to nans last night and we cooked dinner together, I think she really enjoys my company.
we made meatballs with Cummin, paprika, bbq sauce, worcheshire sauce, garlic, salt and pepper and a little bit of soy sauce.
then we made mashed potato with milk and butter and a pinch of salt.
We boiled carrots and then added butter and honey!
And then I made my special cheese bread - like the one in 'sizzler' mmm.


I have been kind of upset lately, but I don't want to go into that at the moment.
Take everyday as it comes.
and do what you can with it.
tired.

Aaron if you are reading this
I love you.
I miss you.
xoxox.

Anyways - I am off
take care.
the end.
xoxo